I know that I am writing this a few days late, but I hand wrote it to write here I just now have the time to.
I don't want to get married. I don't believe in the ring, or the dress, or the wedding, or the title, or the marriage. I just think if you have to label something like that, then it's not real. I don't understand why saying and meaning forever is enough? I want to adopt kids. Maybe I will have one of my own, but I just want to adopt them.
He tells me he is going to marry me one day. He tells me he is going to convince me to marry him. That's not something you should have to convince someone of. Its either a yes or no question, and I've said no and will continue saying no. He says he can't live with anyone longer than 6 months without being married or he doesn't get his trust fund. He wants that money. He needs that money. He said if people have or adopt kids when they aren't married they aren't a family.
He said if he loves her and she loves him and they adopt kids they aren't a family.
How are they not a family. How does that love change? How is that even possible to say that.
So if I got pregnant right now, because we aren't married, and even if he stayed with me (which is doubtful) but if he did, we wouldn't be a family.
At this point. I don't know what to say or what to do.
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