January.31.2012

It's hard to stay positive. It would be so easy to just end everything for once and for all. Wouldn't it?

I try so hard to do the right thing, the thing I won't regret. But someone always ends up telling me it's the wrong thing and then I fall back into the bad world. I want a fresh start. I want to be able to just be who I want to be.

maybe now I'll start.

January.9.2012

First post of the new year. I know it's a little late. I kinda lost my way for a bit. Kinda lost it and fell deep into a rabbit's hole. But I believe now things are different. I believe I am back on my feet. My head is clear and my mind is made up. I believe in myself. I believe I am good enough. I am smart enough. And for fucks sake I am PRETTY ENOUGH. I feel like every girl needs to know that. If he takes you for granted see ya later loser. I am better than that.

New year, new start, new me.

It's time to make that change.