december.29.2011

It's hard to grow up when people are constantly pushing you down. It's hard to think about how much you have grown and matured when every time you are around these people the same side of you comes out. It's hard to be your own person when the time that it really matters, you speak up for once and you are shut down in the worst way possible. Yea, life is hard. Living is hard.

It's hard to trust people when they put you down so much, it's hard to believe in anything when everything has let you down. It's hard to keep getting better and then falling back into the same dark hole.

Yes life is hard. But I think things get better, in the end things get better. I have yet to reach the point in time where things do get better, but I still have hope, and that's all I need.