november.29.2011

You know how you always say today is the day things change? When exactly does that day happen? I'm hoping that today is that day. I'm tired of being perceived in a way I'm not. I'm tired of people not knowing me and judging me from what other people say. Those other people that say things do not know me either. If you find the need to talk about someone else behind their back and still called them your friends then you really need to learn what a friend is.

But today is that day. I don't want to let people get into my way, or to judge me for things I am not. I want to be loved for who I am and hated for what I'm not. I'm not the princess who doesn't make mistakes, nor am I the slut who doesn't have any respect for herself. I am a girl who makes mistakes, but I figure out how to make them right. I am a girl who will do anything for her friends. I am a girl who is still trying to figure out what I want to do in life, but I'm working on getting there.

So goodnight world, tomorrow is a new day. A fresh start. It's time for me to do things how I want to do them, and not let life's problems get in my way.

Never lose hope.