november.23.2011

So I know I seem to have missed the 22th, but I feel like I tend to do that a lot. Have you ever tried to change? Like charge for the better, and been trying really hard and have the people who believe you can do it, make fun of you for it? It's not a good feeling, not a warm fuzzy one you wanna cuddle with on a rainy day. I don't know why it is, maybe people just see you a certain way and they don't want to believe you can be a better individual. It's weird how that works. Fuck that. I am writing this in paper and ink, well I mean typing it on the computer, today is the day I be me.

I will not let other people's opinions take me down.

If something upsets me, I will talk about it at that moment.

If someone wants me to do something I don't agree with, I won't, no matter how hard they pressure me.

I will not be scared to trust people, if my heart gets broken well then I guess, another lesson learned.

If I lose my way, I will look up and let the stars help me through.

If someone tries to bring me down, I will not let them.

I am a good person, I have a good heart. I do not want bad things to happen to innocent people. My heart breaks every time I see a homeless person and cannot help them, save them. I will not judge, I will not talk about people behind their backs, I will not laugh at other people's weaknesses. I am stronger than I think and I believe. There's a reason I was put on the earth, just give me some time to figure it out!!!