Tuesday, November 15, 2011

november.15.2011

Today's quote - "People were created to be loved, things we created to be used. The reason the world is in chaos is things are being loved and people are being used."

How freaking true is this though. If I think back in my life, go through the years, and think about how many times I have been used and how many time those have hurt me, that's more than it should be fore sure. I'm not the type of person anymore who gets super hurt when I realize someone is just using me. I take their negative energy out of my life and move on. Why keep people in your life, and go through their ups and downs with them when they won't be there for you in your time of need. It's interesting when you find a group of friends that you truly believe are good people, and they slowly as you begin to know and understand them better they become the complete opposite. The weird thing is though, if anyone needed me I would be there for them no matter what. Even if we weren't as close as being best friends, even if we barely hung out. If someone called me up and was in trouble, I would be there no matter what. I think the reason is why I would be is that I have been there needing someone, and no one came, until I called the person who used to know me the best.

I feel like I have been through so much, and the things that keep me down are when I go back to my old ways. When I fall into my same old patterns of choosing the wrong friends and doing things that I do not believe are right and that I don't agree it.That peer pressure thing is a bitch, I know we all say we don't fall for it, but I mean we all do.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, only keep people in your life that make you happy, don't keep them in because it's convenient.

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