September.5.2011

I think the problem is that I can't see the stars here. I think I tend to lose my way because I need to remember them, I need to believe in myself again. I need to remember to have hope, without hope things tend to go in ways they shouldn't.

Drinking is a very interesting thing, if you think about it. We all drink to relax ourselves, or to forget something that is causing us pain. It can be fun or can be dangerous. In my case, when I lose hope, I get crazy. And shit gets dangerous, but as long as I have people who care about me, everything works out.

Never lose hope.