august.31.2011

The heart is an interesting thing. I mean it beats and helps keep you alive but it also fights with your mind and tells you one thing when the right thing is the other. I believe every person who you care about in your life, will always have a piece of your heart no matter how bad or good or however things ended. Its just interesting how one person can be such a huge part of your life one day and the next day things can completely change.

Its not that I'm completely heart broken. I knew that breaking up would be the thing that was needed, but I'm sad because there is so much of his life that I wanted to be a part of, but I never will. I wanted the future with this one. I wanted him to be different.

Everything happens for a reason, right?

august.23.2011

Hope is really all you need in the world. You can lose everyone in your life. Fail at everything you do. Disappoint people who thought they could count on you. As long as you keep hope in your heart, and your head above the water, you'll be okay. Even the littlest amount of hope can give you the strength to carry on.

Have you ever been down and just listened to those songs that tug on your heart strings and begin to cry even harder. It's when I am at those points that I remember to have hope. Remember to believe in myself, give me strength, give me courage. Give me a reason to live another day. Each day is a new beginning, you can't rewrite the past. Yea you fucked up, shit happens right? Get over it, move on. Look up at the stars and realize you are here for a reason, try and figure out what that reason is.

august.21.2011

Have you ever just looked up at the stars? I mean not counted them, not looked for a shooting star, not think about any of your problems, just look up and the stars and realized how beautiful they truly are? I feel like most people in the world, don't take the time to just look up and enjoy the simple things. Every time I look up at the stars, I smile, I know everything is going to be okay. No matter what, every night the stars are in the sky. We take too much for granted now a days. Everyone wants things to be bigger, better, more expensive; everyone just wants to show off. We should just enjoy the people we have in our lives, we shouldn't take anything for granted. I wish the world would go back to being simple. Making people feel wanted and help those in need. Give life to those who don't believe anymore, help those who are sick or suffering. Not to sound cheesy or cliche, but finally bring peace back into the world? I feel like no matter where I turn, hate is there. No matter how hard people try to bring out the peace and love, hate and war still live within these countries of ours.

I don't know. Doesn't everyone have 30 seconds they can spend to just stare at the stars?